The Beginning😒

So as i previously stated in my profile I’m a domestic violence advocate I am also a suicide awareness advocate this is basically a Blog to share my story and if anybody else wants to share on this platform they can. I was once in a domestic violence relationship with my kids father. At first I thought it was normal ,I thought it was love, I thought it was my fault. The first hit came with I’m sorry it will never happen again and then it did .I tried to ask him why he was so angry? what did I do wrong? let me State this for the record it does not matter what you do anyone they should never put their hands on you it’s not love and it’s not okay. I also to state this is not a bias blog men absolutely go to domestic violence as well. In 2008 I first met my kids father everything was nice smooth romantic sweet guy everything went quickly I don’t think that I hate I ever seen a angry bone in his body. Then one night we had gotten into an argument was very verbal nasty argument he wanted me to do something I said that I was not going to do it he kept repeating getting closer and closer to my face I kept it in my hands up Sam backup and he got closer and closer I finally said no the last time and it ended up with a slap I was horrified because not only was it just a slap it was a serious slap it instantly brought tears down my face that’s how hard the slap was . To me it was just I just really upset and that made me go apologize so then I was extremely sorry and I didn’t mean to make him upset it went to sleep through the night he apologized the next morning that was just the beginning of my 4-year abusive relationship. #LOVEYOURSELF #ISURVIVED